Tuesday, April 14, 2009
If only someone can tell me what is happening.If only someone is there for me.I only have you.The one and only.I have no one else.No one at all. Can't you understand that my live revolves around you now?I have no one!And you just have to pick up a fight with me.Over nothing!I've done so much for you.I've sacrificed my everything.I've done nothing but everything for you, just so that I can have you spend some time with me.And yet, you want me to understand that you have your work to do.I know you have your work to do, so what can I do?Swallow everything and let you do it.Yet you have to fight with me and blame me for it all.What have I done wrong?I cannot understand!I have no one except you.I have no one.Even if I want to bitch with someone, I can't!You think you understand it all.You think I'm childish.But you don't see that I've sacrificed them all for you.If I tell you what I've sacrificed, you say that you'll just leave because you are the one who caused it all.Well, you think just by leaving you can give me back all that I've lost?Give me back my time, give me back my love, give me back everything!Can you?You can't!So why can't you just love me a little more?Show me that you love me by just understanding!Even if you don't just pretend you can.At least tell me that everything is going to be alright even though you know it's not going to make any difference.Let me know you are there when everyone is not.Can't you just do that?Can't you just give in to someone who has nothing?Nothing at all?Can't you just come in and wipe my hurt and tears away and stop thinking that I'm crazy or that I'm just being childish?Can't you just love me a little and show me a little attention??Can't you just tell me that you love me?Can't you just give me a hug?
oinked on 9:13 PM