Saturday, December 02, 2006
realise that everytime when it comes to clinical period.. i'll be blogging once a wk.. not that there is nothing to blog about.. but because i'm too tired and lazy.. **yawnz**
lets see.. i'm REALLY REALLY HAPPY!!!!! that the wk is FINALLY over.. yes!!!!! like FINALLY!!!!! you CANNOT IMAGINE the EXTENT of HAPPINESS in me right NOW!!!!! ok.. i'm not VERY happy.. but just glad that it's over..
barney said i was FOS.. well.. congrates to me.. i AM FOS... and i have it all the way up my oesophagus already!!! but when the wkend comes everything is flushed down the toilet bowl!!! WAHHAHA!!! HAPPY!!!!!! **fireworks**
lets just say the week was very... interesting... its a good experience... and it showed me what i want in the future.. which way to go.. i mean EVEN MORE THAN BEFORE!!!monday
entered the room early in the morning with RG on the phone.. told me she's bz ask me to put my stuff down.. asked me if i've been to any NGH polyclinics, i said no. she told the PSA to teach me how to erase the cassettes, and asked me to write down what are the XR i can do. the PSA.. not very friendly lah.. but she was fine.. she wont talk to you unless she has to lah.. and she loves to mop and sweep the floor.. (can do that like 4 times a day.. thats the record so far..)
it was super bz over at CCK polyclinic, so the RG went over to there to help after lunch while the RG there came over here.. heard that she kinda screwed up there.. think she's new lah..
about 30mins i was left alone to run the place.. which.. ermm..... r u sure is a good choice?? it's either she is really confident in me.. or.. she has no choice.. which i think it's the latter. but i didnt screw up OK!!!! WAHAHA! there were a few patients which i had to let them go first.. so.. can u imagine if....... the RG decided that there is a need to repeat??? i can only tell her.. ermm.. patient went home. i was kinda worried that the RG would some even later, coz nobody told me who would be coming to take over her (i was only told somebody would come..) can u imagine patients waiting for 30mins just to be told that then can go home, and the films would be sent to their doctor. ermm.. i think i would be really pissed off lah! and there was like about 4 groups of pple waiting outside there...
familiar face.. think i've seen her somewhere.. (or do they all look the same. don't care) though not a lot of cases.. it seems like i've worked there more than her.. coz she didnt know how to use the stuff and don't know the protocols.. but i'm only there 1/2 day more than her. and i was told that all NHG polyclinics work the same way.. whatever..
less than 20 cases in a day.. i'm prepared to grow mould.went for pilates!!! the instructor quite cute.. WAHAHA!!! ermm... but thats not why i'm going there lah... hehehe!!! think considering to stop that lesson.. it's getting boring.. should go for pilates at another branch..
tuesday
there was totally nothing to do.. so there's nothing to say.
RG bz with ISO. i was left to self entertain.
once again.. less than 20 cases. kick boxing!!! fun!! i love kick boxing!!! :D don't say i'm violent.. i'm just.. not that girly... and lady..
wednesday
another RG came over.. she's nice.. she's to take over the current RG while that RG is on leave. as all of us know what happens when 2 or more RGs of the same nationality come together. i don't need to say anything more.
both of them bz with ISO. as everyone knows how long i take to read 1 comic book. i'm that free to finish 1 bk in 1 day. plus all the out-dated magazines in the dept.
less than 15 cases today..
thursday
one RG is on leave.. so there's only 1..
only interesting case today is that there's a sternum XR. # sternum.. **bangs**
less than 20 cases...
yoga.... i like yoga too!!! it's fun!!!!!! and relaxing!!! so fun.. so fun.. so fun!!!!! every week like superwoman.. the instructor is pretty.. her body is so beautiful~~ and she's so funny!!!wrist really painful this wk... especially at that certain angle.. too lazy to go see doc.. haiz... when will it get better!?! **frustration**friday
both RG today.
another interesting case.. can buy 4D liaoz.. buy what win what!!!! there's a TMJ XR today.. **open mouth big big**
less than 20 cases.. kick boxing.. kick my anger away!!! 1 hr is not enough.. no kick one!!! if only lesson is like 1.5-2hrs.. WAH!!!!!!!by now that i'm typing this entry.. i've more or less cooled down.. you cant imagine my unhappiness on friday at 4.30pm! now that i think of it the fire starts burning again.. bloody hell lah!! give me such a bad evaluation.. just like over at MAH.. just that thins time i'm all the more unhappy lah!!! it's either i have an attitude problem or she's just being utterly unfair!!! WTH!!!! some one please tell me what's "other related radiography works".. like you have anything at all there.. for me to do?!?!?!? look at what environment it is lah!! the only "other related radiography works" is US. which she was the one who told me that she'll ask patient if i can observe then she will let me go in.. so it's not whether i want or don't want.. if you dun give me the chance lah!!!it's either she hates me or she really hates me lah!!! @ss said she was pms-ing.. ACK!!! ANGRY lah!!!now that i read my evaluation again.. i think HHS will think i have split personality lah.. especially this time one with comparision to the others.. just to take this block one for comparision.. what is written in comments over at RH and here is like total opposite.. really total opposite lah!!! it's either pple at RH is too nice and lenient or this RG totally suck to the core!!!so by now.. everyone should be totally clear what i'm SO HAPPY THAT THE WK IF FINALLY OVER!!!!!!! @ss was like saying luckily i was going for kick boxing.. otherwise i would have kicked the RG upside down, inside out!!! **angry****calms down** however.. over this 2 weeks.. i know what i need to improve on.. there's one common thing written in there which i think i portrayed to pple in the hospitals but deep inside i know i don't exactly have. everyone is beginning to have higher and higher expectation.. and a particular one which i think i don't have.. i'll ty my best to work on it.. actually kinda stress this block.. coz it's my last chance to finish collecting the competencies. still have 4. which some i don't think i'll get unless my luck gets better.. is it gonna get any better? to think i wasted 1 wk in a useless place... and 1 wk in a place i really like, good to learn a lot of things, but no competency.. stress to perform.. everyone thinks that u r really gd just because it's the last block in yr 2. stress is in the air... thats not considering the fact that all my peers are doing so well... haiz.. y do the sch need us to do so many competency?? it doesnt mean that u r really competent just because you have the luck to get the case, get someone to sign, and write a report which 95% is copied from books means you are competent.... is that the meaning of competent??since i was SO free the previous week.. i started thinking of weird things.. dunno why... argh~1) the snail government should introduce a 'liscense to stick'. recently as i go home every night.. i realise the snail crowd at my place is getting more and more!! thanks to the new greenerys, the snail world has found a new city to stay in!! but warning to all snails.. you are so small, and the lights are dim.. please stick somewhere safe.. otherwise you're gonna end up like this poor snail i saw yesterday.. flattened and slimey in the middle of the path.its really scary to walk the path at night.. coz there's snails everywhere.. they should understand if they cant speed up, they should not cross 'big roads' because the green man won't flash 1 hour!2) 1 dec: world AIDS day. saw on news about the research for a vaccine to protect pple against AIDS. just wondering.. wouldn't that tell pple you can have casual sex because there's a vaccine? that since there's a vaccine, i can just have sex all i want because i will not/have low chance of contracting AIDS? wouldn't that allow all those nasty pple to start having sex?of coz from another pov, this vaccine would help those innocent pple who contracted AIDS from their spouses, simply because their spouses loves casual sex.irony.another thing. having vending machines selling condom. that is like telling pple.. you can have sex. but have safe sex. 'safe' in the sense that you MAY not be so unlucky.. condoms reduces the chance of getting pregnant. but it doesnt protect you from HIV. so why does the parade for world AIDS day have all the condoms model? promoting safe sex or anti-AIDS?the world... first you tell pple not to have casual sex. but fail. then you tell pple you can have sex.. just be wise. wear a condom.
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