Thursday, December 08, 2005

sometimes u just feel so upset. u feel like everything has done u wrong. times when u just cant stand even the simplest joke. u think everything is crap. u think that everything and everyone is just getting in ur way. u just wanna scream.

this kinda feeling is bad. it's hard to describe. coz u dont know what exactly is bugging u. but something is just there making u feel irritated.


no mood to study. ICA is bad. it's all ICA's fault! the whole system is so screwed up. F***!


just log onto MSN.. seems like lots of pple not feeling in the best of mood. u see pple cursing away.. u see pple hating things(esp NM).. u se pple saying that it's a bad day.. everything's bad..

if only someone is here to listen... that someone.. hopefully those pple whom think i would talk to u abt these things would appear. (if they even know who they are) haiz.. ARGH!!!
everything is bad.


used to be best of pals with this friend of mine. was crazy.. i mean was always cheerful, happy, fun and really CRAZY.. i nv used to be who i am till i met this friend. this friend taught me crazy stuff.. (which i'm milder at now lah)we used to have the best of times. those 2 yrs was a ball of fun for us. nothing else mattered. till we drifted apart due to distance. that friend was diagnosed to have depression. how much can one change..

oinked on 1:44 AM