Saturday, November 12, 2005
a picture speaks a thousand words... finally... half way there~~ :)
met shuming today... he's the..
no. 100000000 person to ask me.. where r u studying now?
no. 100000000 person to ask me.. what's Diagnostic Radiography??
no. 100000000 person to ask me.. why dun go SIM?
no. 100000000 person to say.. y nv go mass comm?
no. 100000000 person to say.. thought you would have gone into something arty(aka the humanities side)
actually.. i've no idea how to ans some of those qns... when asked.. i don't know how to react.. i don't know what to say.. i just don't know how to ans.. well.. what's done is done, what's decided has been decided. everything happened more than 6 mths ago.. more than 1/2 a yr ago.. let's all stop questioning.. lu4 shi4 ren2 zhou3 chu1 lai2 de4... perhaps one day i'll fall in love with all these.. accept all these.. take it as my own.. coz... this will be my future.
well at least he was one of the few who didnt ask me i thought u wanted accountancy? or business? why do something so totally different now?
then again.. those were the only few pple who knew i what i wanted.. but all those wants are all history. it's like a bubble up there waiting to become reality. but one by one it goes **poof**. i learned not to treasure and hold up hopes that werent come true. so one by one my bubbles burst. reality has thought me so. but as these bubbles burst, new bubbles come. hopes for the future. hopes that MAY one day come true. striving to make them true, hoping that they wont suffer similar fates as those old ones. hoping.. praying.. striving.. :)
on another note.. thanks for those to asked.. :) sometimes it feels like there're only a few pple out there would are willing to listen, and actually put their care into action. perhaps they are ur true friends.. or maybe they are the only free ones out there?
sometimes i start to wonder if pple know whats happening to a person by reading what's written on their blogs... then again.. compared to some pple who don't even bother to ask how are you even if they see u frequently... perhaps pple who read ur blog are pple who at least cared a little about what's happening..
then again.. they are prob just being kaypo....
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