Thursday, October 13, 2005
today's a super boring day.... argh~ made 125 calls... in 5 hrs(but basically slack and stare most of the time) and only 4 successful interviews.... how terrible am i?? bluack!! one of the girls there actually got like 7 before she even made 100 calls.. pro.........talking abt that.. didnt let pauline sign my appt sheet for like 2 days... sure kanna scolding... die~~get to sit outside with the other TMs today. quite gd.. and actually found out that they thinking of quitting already.. hhaa! sch is starting for them at abt nov.. that would mean they will b slacking for the next 2 plus weeks.. luxury~~expecting next few days b a very tiring... gonna be going for roadshows at woodlands.. so far away... but the pay is pretty gd. will b doing with mindy dear tmr and wk on saturday.. hope it's gonna b fine.. and not TOO tiring..will be going down tmr after work at parkview... so pia for what huh? dun understand.. but... for the sake of my target?? haha! no lah.. i guess it's just the golden opportunity... these opportunities dont come by easily.. so must treasure.. rite mindy dear?it is said that there's gonna b a da chang jin 2 something interesting... but it's said that the 2 main aint gonna b the same as this 1st part... but looking fwd to it anywayz.. wonder what kinda story they can cook up next.. then again.. 2nd parts are nv as gd as the first ones.... oh well... we'll see how it goes when it's out.. haha!WARNING: BELOW ARE JUST SOME RANTINGS AND OPINIONS PURELY BY pOrKy.. YOU MAY DISAGREE BUT IT'S PURELY PERSONAL OPINION. ONLY READ IF YOU HAVE TOTALLY NOTHING TO DO OR IF YOU NEED A BEDTIME STORY.of late.. life's been really frustrating... 2 darlings r having some problems.. getting kinda frustrated when i hear of them now.. coz it's always the same old problems over and over again... maybe it's just me.. but i don't seem to understand what their real problem is.. or put it in this way... those problems don't seem like problems at all!cant they just deal with it.. get over and done with it??? or perhaps it's just me from the 3rd person's pt of view.. that the whole "BIG" problem is actually so stupid and so.. SIMPLE!!!!then again.. i guess u have to go through it before u really know how it feels? well.. that i've NOT gone through anything of such.. but i guess i'll just continue to listen... and continue puking blood everytime..... and get frustrated and puzzled abt what's so mind boggling about it....sometimes.. u all make me feel that life's really like a staged play.. i watch your lives like i'm watching some story with the prince and princess with this villian there..... it's like you'll b watching and scolding the prince for doing stupid things.. then scolding the villian at the same time for all the mean things he/she has done.. then after that go around scolding the princess for being so forgiving.. so stupid and all(or is it just me and my feminist idea that girls shouldnt be so soft hearted??) it's like... o_0 wow! you pple lead such interesting lives!!!i don't give the best answers or in fact i cant even provide any solutions!!! i don't have any magical potions or any spells to vanguish ur problems... but if you're gonna go ard saying "i feel like i'm dying" well.. i just want to tell u ONCE AGAIN.. if u're gonna die because you're facing such a situation.. well.. u're definitely gonna die many many times!!! if a cat has 9 lifes.. u'll need 10000000000000000000000.......maybe i'm just being super duper insensitive here.. but if you're gonna brood over such stuff.. i just have to tell u that u're missing out on many other things.. things that you could or you SHOULD be more focused on.. so GET A LIFE! (then again i should tell that to myself first... -__-''')sometimes i have the urge of just telling this right into their faces.. being super insensitive and acting like I DON'T CARE.. like wth! get a life!!! but i'll always end up not doing so.. i must say i really DO care.. but y can u all just bring urself outta the situation, take a look at other things.. take a look at the world~ there are many pple out there more miserable than u are.. pple really 'dying' out there.. pple starving to death.. pple suffering from all the illnesses... u're way TOO fortunate to even get into this kinda sticky matter now!! (alright... darling gonna say i'm exaggerating AGAIN.. fine~)all ur problems seems to b the same old ones.... like hello~~ can we get a new script?? it's getting boring down here~~the same old storyline is getting on my nerves man!!!wounds take time to heal? well how abt rubbing some salt, it's painful, but at least it heals faster. leaving a scar that is.. but at least you'll b able to move on with the journey. the journey of life?how about letting it heal properely, and gain more experience? how long long will that take? who's going to gain anything from these all? recovering faster doesnt mean u don't remember anything from it. put it in this way.. (selfish, but it's reality..) is the other party/parties in the situation gonna b happily moving on with their life, leaving u the only one suffering out there? crying in the dark, not being able to see the more beautiful side of life? who is going to bother about u? no one at all! who cares? no one at all! u're just making urself suffer. feeling pitiful? feeling lost? well it's about time u stand up, lift ur head up high and show the other party that u can really do it!(with or without him/her/them)alright.. now i'm beginning to sound like i have a really bad temper and just being heartless wanting everything to end there and then.. but..........ok.. i'm not gonna start defending myself.. argh!! pOrKy your in no position to comment so much.. just SHUT UR TRAP!
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